Namaste Mr. I ask that you continue moving forward even in the face of difficulties because the Divine Mother wants you to take care of your human body, as only the human body will allow you to work on the evolution of your soul and secure a good place after death. If you leave the human body now, the evolution of your soul will be "frozen" at the point where you stopped. It is not possible to change without being on the "wheel of time" and in a human body. If you leave the body in an inadequate condition, this will be very bad for your soul, and you will not be able to do anything. This will not bring relief; it will only freeze your suffering, and you will not be able to do anything until you reincarnate again. Nothing can be done outside the wheel of time, in terms of soul evolution. Outside the wheel of time, those who are satisfied with the condition of their soul do not incarnate, but those who are full of problems incarnate to solve their problems and avoid reincarnation. The Divine Mother wants you to take care of the human body she gave you. It is rare to obtain a human body. If the Divine Mother Kali did not perform the dance of time so that you could change, you would be doomed to eternal suffering. It is because of the wheel of time that she created that you have the opportunity to change. Outside the wheel of time there is no change, and this could condemn the soul to eternal suffering without the chance to change. It is time that allows change. Blessings.

He who correctly elucidates the meaning of this bīja is known as Śiva Himself. I shall reveal the deepest meaning of this seed so that you too may become Śiva. First of all, understand that throughout all scriptures there is nothing superior to the seed sauḥ. To truly understand it, you must abandon every notion of method. Sauḥ is the method without method; it is that which transcends all methods. It is Anupāya, the path beyond all paths. This seed stands beyond initiation, krama, progression, stages, and gradual realization. The Lord Śiva presides over this seed. Yet He is not the Śiva that you ordinarily imagine. The Śiva of this seed is called the Ineffable. He is called the One. He is called the One-within-One. He is called the Two-in-One. He is called the Two. He is neither male nor female, yet at the same time He is both male and female. He is neither unity nor duality, but the source of both. There are two ways of contemplating the seed sauḥ. When you contemplate only its letters and sonic structure, you are contemplating Parābhaṭṭārikā, the Goddess who presides over the Fourth Kūṭa of the Kādi Pañcadaśī Mantra, known as Mahā Saptadaśī or Turīyāmbā, the Seventeenth Kalā of the Moon. However, when you turn your awareness toward the luminous silence from which sauḥ emerges and into which sauḥ dissolves, the practice changes completely. This second contemplation brings you face to face with Lord Śiva, the Supreme Light of Being hidden within the Supreme Light of Consciousness. To encounter this Śiva, who stands beyond all forms of Śiva, is to enter the state known as Tīvra-tīvra-śaktipāta, wherein the veils of ignorance are destroyed almost instantaneously. One directly recognizes one's identity with this Supreme Śiva without dependence upon gradual practices, prolonged initiations, or extensive disciplines. Now listen carefully to the words that follow, for within them lies the key to everything. Overmind is called oṃ, the Śabdabrahman. The Praṇava is Lord Śiva before His manifestation as Bhairava, a mystery that I shall explain later. As Praṇava, Śiva remains inseparable from five other Praṇavas. Within oṃ resides the Pañcapraṇava: śrīṃ hrīṃ klīṃ aiṃ sauḥ, the five opening seeds of Mahāṣoḍaśī. It is essential to understand that these five Praṇavas are the five fundamental powers of Śiva in an exalted state, though not yet the Supreme State, for there exists a condition that transcends Praṇava itself: the Bhairava State. The Five Praṇavas are the five great attributes of Brahman and also the five elements in their most refined condition. Śrīṃ corresponds to Jñāna and Ākāśa. Hrīṃ corresponds to Ānanda and Apas. Klīṃ corresponds to Tapas and Agni. Aiṃ corresponds to Cit and Vāyu. Sauḥ corresponds to Sat and Pṛthvī. Among them, Ānanda, represented by hrīṃ, is the most inward and points toward the Ānandamaya Puruṣa. Yet it is Sat, represented by sauḥ, that makes it possible to possess all five Praṇavas simultaneously and integrally. Above the Pañcapraṇava lies the Bhairava State, wherein oṃ transforms into ūoṃ, the first seed of the most secret mantra of Chinnamastā, a seventeen-syllable mantra that bestows simultaneously the fruits of the Guhyakālī mantras worshipped by Bharata and Rāma. The seed ūoṃ is exceedingly mysterious. It awakens in the heart, shoots upward with lightning force toward the center of the forehead, and deepens there until it reveals the Bhairava State. This seed declares: “Now we pass from Overmind into Supermind. We have gone beyond Praṇava.” The syllable ū is a pillar of incorruptible unity that secretly traverses every state of consciousness. When one reaches the summit of oṃ, one perceives that there is a heaven beyond the void itself, yet one does not know how to reach it. It is the syllable ū that causes this hidden pillar to appear within the Praṇava and makes the ascent possible. In the Bhairava State, Unity is neither diminished nor negotiated by Diversity. Here arises the possibility of immortal bodies, for diversity can manifest without any reduction of the Original Light. The characteristic seed of the Bhairava State is hūṃ, Infinite Space. Within it resides sauḥ, the Infinite without Space. Within the Bhairava State dwell the true Five Praṇavas and the true Five Elements in their primordial condition: sauḥ hūṃ hāṃ sūṃ kṣīṃ. When these seeds are truly known, it will be seen that individually or collectively they are Svacchanda Bhairava Himself. Yet beyond the Bhairava State remains that Ineffable and Integral Lord Śiva spoken of earlier. In Supermind, Śiva appears as Bhairava only while the soul is ascending. Once the soul reaches Him, only that Ineffable Śiva remains as All. Now I shall explain the practice of the seed sauḥ belonging to this Lord Śiva who transcends all forms of Śiva. Sit comfortably and close your eyes. Bring your attention to the center of the forehead. Visualize a white spark of fire emitting golden sparks. This spark shines like infinite suns and infinite moons. It is you. In this practice there is no other. There is no form of goddess and no form of god. There is only you. Here you are working with Sat in order to possess the Five Original Praṇavas simultaneously. Now visualize this spark floating within a space composed of a light that is not white but crystal-clear like a diamond. This Space of Crystalline Light is the Original Sat. It is also you. It is the Mind of the Absolute itself. Allow the spark to disappear and remain only with this Infinite Space of Crystalline Light. Recognize that this Mind is your mind and that this Mind is you. Understand that everything can be created from the substance of this Mind. Create, for example, a mountain within this Infinite Space of Crystalline Light. Understand that the mountain is you because it has been formed from the substance of your own consciousness. Now allow the white spark with golden sparks to reappear. See it transform into your human body. Perceive that every particle of your body pulsates with that same white and golden flame. Understand that you, as the Space of Crystalline Light, have chosen one among infinite sparks to become a Center of the Divine, a soul united with the Supreme. Now see this Supreme Mind connecting itself to this Divine Center and experiencing the world without ever forgetting its true nature. The whiteness of the spark represents seeing all things from the perspective of the Absolute Mind of Sat. The golden sparks represent retaining that same perspective through the individuality of the soul. You may perform this practice while mentally reciting sauḥ. However, I have already told you how to become the mantra itself. Once one becomes the mantra, recitation is no longer necessary. The awareness of this seed must be maintained throughout all daily activities. Look upon the world, people, beings, and all things as existing within you and as being made from your own substance. This is so because the spark of the soul is a Center of the Divine inseparable from God. That which is inseparable from God becomes God. This is the Consciousness of the Mantra. When this Consciousness of the Mantra can be maintained continuously, whether waking or sleeping, Tīvra-tīvra-śaktipāta will arise spontaneously. All veils of ignorance will be destroyed almost instantaneously. This practice is a direct investigation into the root of all veils. Rather than dealing with effects, it removes the cause itself. For this reason, anyone can practice it. This practice is supreme. It stands above all others. Here you are no longer dealing with gods and goddesses, but with the Original Cause of all things. Now, I shall briefly explain the composition of the seed sauḥ, though this is given merely for understanding and should not be mistaken for its essence. The letter "s" is the Infinite Space of Crystalline Light, which is Sat. It is the shaft of Śiva's trident, the immutable foundation from which all manifestation arises. It is the Absolute Mind, the indivisible ground of Being. The syllable "au" is the threefold point of Śiva's trident emerging from Sat. These three points are the spark of your own Soul appearing as a white flame adorned with golden sparks. They are Cit, Tapas, and Ānanda, the three radiant powers through which the One becomes capable of self-expression without ceasing to be One. The visarga "ḥ" signifies all universes projected within that Absolute Mind which is Sat. Yet it signifies more than this. It also indicates that these same universes come to exist within the spark of the Soul when the Soul removes its veils and remembers its eternal identity with that Absolute Mind which is God. Do not become overly concerned with the technical aspect of these explanations. Their purpose is only to point toward a reality that must be experienced directly. What truly matters is the Consciousness of the seed sauḥ that I have described. You should play with this Consciousness during meditation. Create worlds, forms, beings, landscapes, and experiences within your own awareness, and learn to perceive them correctly. Understand that whatever is created is made from the substance of your own consciousness and therefore remains inseparable from you. Then extend this same recognition into daily life. Look upon the people, objects, events, and circumstances that appear before you exactly as you looked upon the forms created in meditation. See them as existing within Consciousness, arising from Consciousness, and remaining inseparable from Consciousness. The longer this awareness is maintained, the more rapidly the veils of separation will weaken. When this Consciousness becomes continuous and natural, the Tīvra-tīvra-śaktipāta of the Ineffable Lord Śiva, who exists beyond all forms of Śiva, will descend of its own accord. At that moment, realization is no longer something to be attained. It is revealed as that which has always been present.

RESPECTED KRISHNA SIR , IF one is facing intense trouble struggle in life and suffering from unevitable poverty , lost everything , had no option left other than suicide , can he chant this khadgamala stotram to seek blessing of adisakti and get out frm that condition ? anyhow i m not initiated in pratyangira mantra , bt i recite pratyangira kavach daily fr protection bt still facing lot of prsnl life problems crisis thousands time suicide thoughts in a day , can this stotram cn help me krishna sir ?

Also do u think can i take mantra initiation and work myself through that would it be a better choice or should i avoid all practices.

Any comments by revered Tivra on the Gayatri Mantra and the Gayatri devata?

Krishna warned that as humanity marches further into the high-stress, highly intellectual and technologically chaotic modern era, nature will accelerate the evolutionary pressure on our brains. If science continues to ignore the biological mechanism of consciousness, millions of people will experience spontaneous, lopsided energetic surges Without a scientific, medically accepted manual on how to handle Kundalini, the world will see an unprecedented, uncontrollable epidemic of mental illness, anxiety, and existential dread. In short, ⁠Gopi Krishna believed that many of the people locked in psychiatric wards today are not actually sick—they are the tragic casualties of a blind, unguided evolutionary leap.

Gopi Krishna’s argument regarding "Mass Mental Illness as Misdirected Evolution" is one of his most revolutionary and controversial concepts. He asserted that human insanity, schizophrenia, anxiety, and genius are all intimately linked to the exact same biological engine: Kundalini. When this evolutionary engine operates smoothly, it produces a genius or a prophet; when it malfunctions or forces its way through an unpurified nervous system, it produces mental illness.

do u think praying to the divine beings and mother can help

what do u mean by damage to nervous system pls elaborate.

Is a single part of shoda nyasa enough instead of all six?