Dearest Krishna ji, After regular search Mother handed naadhan to a Shri Guru who gave the Atma Beeja and initiated us into MahaSodashi. We just saw that there are so many discussions on Guru/resposiblity. Am alive good and using almost all the Mantras of Sri Vidya shared by Tivra, Prince etc and got the Deeksha outside under the N D Shrimali GuruParampara of Siddhashram and going ahead with the Sadhana's with peace! Lots of love and respect for all the people of manblunder and to you Krishna ji! Some Sadhanas will reduce the Karma and some will make us face it and make us strong. We had gone through all of them with on intention of not wearing this shirt again! We are regularly doing Lord Narasimha, Lord AstaMukha Ganda Berunda, Lord Sarabeshwara, Maa Prayangira, Maa Kaali, Maa Kritya, Maha Kaala Bhairav, Maa varahi, Maa Shulini Durga, Maa Chandi, maa Dhumavathi and Maa Chinnamastha etc, we are good and peaceful and protected. Thanks for everything.

Krishna, you seem to be an expert at avoiding accountability and your responses have only become more childish. If you will not address any of the points that I made about your hypocrisy and your ill intentioned methods of approaching a situation in which everyone has the right to question you and your friend who also cannot take responsibility for anything, then you are merely conceding to have been deluded and wrong in the entire situation.

Dear Krishna ji, We see that the Dhyana Slokha before and affter the Japa are different with respect to the second line last word. is it Sarojadhvyam or Surojadhnyam ? Which one is rt ?

Thank you dear Krishna for your kind wishes. I appreciate it. While we may have our differences, as fellow sadhakas, we are in the same boat. However, I will continue to speak up when I see what I consider to be wrong. It is unfortunate that our convictions have arrayed us in opposition, but as fellow sadhakas, I appreciate your best wishes, and you have mine. All the best.

Dear Bam, I can see how it appears that many are ganging up against one. And Dear Rasit, I can also see how it appears that there is some conspiracy or coup underfoot. I can assure you both, on the sacred memory of the founder of this site itself, that I am only speaking up against what I deeply feel is wrong. I know nothing of or about Kuru or Herodion, and they me. I am a stranger to them. It is just that our positions coincided. If you doubt it, there are also others who hold the same or similar opinions. For example, Amargi. I don't know who he is, and he me. Would you say that Amargi and I are acting in concert? Things only progressed naturally when matters came to be discussed in depth. If you guys can check my comment history, you can see that I was not active on this site even though I was on this site from before. I kept away and did not interfere when there were some really outrageous things being said in the comments some months ago or earlier. My involvement came only when Krishna referred to the Devi Rahasyam on taking shastra as the guru, and I asked for precise references as I did not know of those references. And things snowballed as others commented. Further, Krishna is not some frail flower, and he gives as good as he gets, as you can see from his comments. He has his strong opinions, and so do I. And he will not admit he's wrong, and I will not back down. He's a fighter, and so am I. It really is, howsoever difficult it may be to swallow for anyone, a matter of shastra and dharma for me. God bless you both.

Dear Krishna, I am following the back-and-forth debate that started on March-23rd-2026 and is still going on. In NLP (Neuro Linguistic Programming), there is a simple yet effective technique where you simply take yourself out of the situation and observe what’s going on as a 3rd person from a neutral angle. This allows you to notice patterns, things, traps, ideas, etc. you would not notice otherwise. So instead of preaching NLP, I applied that rule to get a better picture about what’s going on lately right here on Manblunder. I noticed certain patterns that can’t be explained by pure coincidence. Let me go over them: 1. Kuru started his opposition on March 23rd and continued till April 4th. 2. On March 28th, Herodoin joined the arguments to support Kuru. 3. Interestingly March 28th is also the day Chakravarti joined the discussions. 4. If you pay attention to their comments, it’s clear that this is an organized effort. Kuru/Herodion leading, and Chakravarti acting like sidekick/wingman as if he is not really part of the team. 5. The intention is clear yet confusing. Somehow this Group (No idea whom they are really representing, but there is an Organization/Cult behind them for sure) has convinced themselves without ever being part of the Manblunder, they can either reshape manblunder in their own Image or take over Manblunder. None of these two options will happen, but I doubt they have realized that yet. 6. I believe including you, anyone who tries to reason with this mysterious group’s representatives are wasting their time. That’s not their goal; the goal is to destroy Manblunder beyond recognition or take over it. Here is a simple fact with a simple yet effective solution, since March-23rd Manblunder has turned into a battlefield, and the only way to stop that is to block them from the Site, so we can go back to share info/ideas with each other.

Dear Kuru Sandhyasa, you seem to be highly blessed that you always have the name of revered Tīvra on your lips and in your mind at all times. I reverently bow to this great bhakti bhāva that you have within you. Bhakta Prahlāda lauded his father Hiraṇyakaṣipu that He had Lord Nārāyaṇa in his mind at all times and it was this factor that gave rise to the Mahāvatār Lord Nṛsiṁha. Your bhakti towards the Divine Mother in the form of revered Tīvra is certainly something I will strive to imbibe in myself. May the blessings of the Divine Mother be upon you and your close associates.

I still see nothing but avoidance and excuses. You claim Tivra to be a great guru, an avadhuta no less, and a mahasiddha at that! You continuously propagate their teachings and even publish them, yet the moment someone calls on this and states they should take responsibility for their teachings, you backpedaled and referred to them as a "scholar" and said we should be lucky they are even here. Krishna, do not act like you and the admins of the website are in agreement. As I have said, I am in contact with the other admins! Who do you think warned me when you had suggested that I and herodion apply as initiators? You told the other admins you were not going to do so. So then why did you want to gather all our information? For what purpose? No good intentions there I am sure. As Chakravarti said, you admit the teaching that a guru is required for practice, and you yourself call Tivra a great guru, a mahasiddha! A great sage! Yet you shy away and hide at the very mention of having them brought aboard in any sort of way where they or you would have to take responsibility. We all know it was Raviji's request that you create content for the website. I was told this as well. That you would be responsible for content. Do not make it seem to be as if he wanted his own teachings removed or reformed.

Dear Chakravarti, among the tens of thousands of sadhakas that he initiated, he chose me to be the lead of this site. I have written communication from him that was sent to me and Santosh to remove his name from the website in its entirety and add only mine in the 'About Me' page. We did not accept that request even though it came from him and changed the 'About me' to 'About us' and never removed his email from the 'Contact' link either. You may have noticed that Shri Raviji's name and comments are removed from the Manblunder forum in their entirety. This was done by him and we could not prevail. Other gurus of this site are more capable and far more advanced in sadhana than I am, it is probably for that reason that he chose the least accomplished sadhaka as the contact person and I am more than happy to be that. I also chose to be the last contact in the initiations page but my very dear friend Dan beat me to it! We are doing what we can and those who are not happy with us, are more than welcome to complain to whomever or wherever they wish to, including this website. We have the blessings of those who matter the most to us! Remember, ego, attachment and emotions in general are to be overcome to ascend spiritually. Wishing you and your fellow likeminded disciples the best! When you have already received diksha from Shri Raviji, look no further and you need no more guidance from anyone. The guru mandala will guide you in your journey.

Dear Chakravarti, I don't usually comment on arguments, but the way that you, Kuru and Herodion have ganged up on Krishna ji is really bad. You say you all are disciples of Shri Raviji, are you saying Shri Raviji was short sighted when he appointed Krishna ji and others as administrators of the website? I as an outsider knows just by reading the blogs that Shri Raviji was no ordinary person, he was Lalita himself, as shishyas one should not question the decision of his Guru. Lalitopakhyan states that a guru-disciple relationship has only dasya bhakti( that of a slave), there can be advaitam with the devta but not with the Guru. I believe Shri Raviji was visionary and wise enough to see who has the capability of guiding others and who doesn't. If you all were his disciples, why did he only give Guru Diksha and Purna Diksha and put the names of those Gurus in the initiation page? Why not others? Why didn't he give the responsibility of the website to Krishna ji and not others? Why should you and others question the decision of your own Guru? It is sad that as a kid and novice myself, I have to bring these things to light. It is said even if the Guru is wrong one should not question it. One should keep quiet and not correct the Guru's decision, this is said by none other than Acharya Abhinavgupta himself. I believe if you have faith in your Gurus' words and decisions, you will know what to do. Sorry if this feels disrespectful, but lately I have been seeing this constant attacks on Krishna and more arguments on things rather than actual knowledge, Guru Disciple relation/ Guru Family is not a democracy, its based on adhikara(rights) you can't think of doing a sudden revolution. Shri Raviji gave the adhikara of initiation and website management to only a select few which is visible on the initiation page. If he felt, more Gurus are needed, he would have surely mentioned them on the website.