Namaste Nesh. To look at why this happens, we should first look at the nature of activation of mantras. Not every mantra can be treated the same way in this sense. If we speak on the practice of mantras without a guru; Some mantras are self activated, some are partially self activated and some are not self activated at all. If a mantra is self activated, it will be self perfected and it is capable to work for a devoted sadhaka. However, if a self activated mantra is fierce in nature, it is capable of harming the sadhaka's personal life or even physical body in the process. But even if one is a fool, if they survive the process, they come out with some attainment and spiritual progress. If a mantra is not self activated at all then it yields no results. But if a mantra is partially self activated, it can do damage without even having an exit point. Recovery is much more difficult compared to the first two. The only way to know which category a mantra falls into is to have a vast knowledge , or powerful intuition, or guidance from guru influence or a living guru. Next if we go further to speak about Kali by the nature of her effect on any practitioner, she will go to any degree to bring them to the end-point, whether it is a desire they are reaching for or a spiritual attainment or moksha. She will force burning of samskaras even when the sadhaka doesn't want it, she will force changes in the sadhaka's behavior and their life, in order to bring them to the goal. So yes, when they reach the goal, they will be very grateful, but few have the resilience and determination for this. Especially those who resist in any way, this is far worse. This is one such reason why Kali is favored by those who abandon life in fact. If you are able to leave everyone and everything behind, live with this principle with zero hesitation, then you may be guided to moksha or any other goals or attainments so quickly and easily without much worry. It is also said in Sripada Srivallabha Charitamrutam that of the Das Mahavidya, Kali sadhana is used by those who seek hundreds of thousands of years of progress within a very short period of time, but they will burn like hell and one must be capable of enduring this. Of course, if one has initiation, they need not worry about much because their guru's transmission will take care of them. It should be noted as well that certain bijas are much more capable of harm than others. Especially Krim bija, one will dry up from the inside out if practiced uninitiated. There are countless warnings in tantric texts about this bija. Where as bijas such as Śrim Aim Klim etc. are generally considered much safer. As per my knowledge, Hrim bija is generally considered safe but if overheating or burning sensation or mental instability is experienced, then it is suggested to be balanced with Śrim. This is not only for the physical body but for mental balance and to nourish the spirit as well, as a strong spirit can withstand a higher degree of Samskara dahana.

To put it simply, whether you are, as you said burning up prarabdha karma, properly or not it will still burn up. But if you have the strong foundation then it is easy and not difficult. And you need the strong foundation in order to have the sense and intuition to feel what is proper and what is not. This is why some mantras such as Maha Sodasi are supreme, because they are self powered and both nourish and strengthen the sadhaka in so many ways both seen and unseen. Then, any other mantra or action comes so easy and effortless by comparison. And similarly to Bhairavi's grace, a drop becomes an ocean.

Tivra ji, for those who have finished the entire hadi krama you have given us, can we worship ma guhya kali? Can you guide on how to perform mantra japa and the mahasodha nyasa of ma guhya kali?

It is possible, in fact quite more than possible, to invoke guru's presence into a space consistently if you are doing and maintaining the proper ritual for this daily or at least consistently. If your father is usually at home or usually in that room then it will be even more powerful. Do not think or worry however about physical reunification, this is likely to happen automatically in your father's future life with his guru. Though the ritual is very simple and easy to preform, i would need to learn a little more about you before granting the steps. You can email me at kurusandhyasa@gmail.com rest assured so long as your intentions are pure then all will be well.

Dear sid, please tell me also about the entire krama of tripura bhairavi sadhana you have done. Tell me about how to do this sadhana. What are the instructions and warning for this sadhana?

Dear nesh could you please tell me how to do the panchkuta tripura bhairavi sadhana. What are the instructions for it and what are the warning for this sadhana. Would it be harmful for me if I do this sadhana?

Would it be the case that any soul incarnated in a human body during the times of disintegration and up to reunion is extremely blessed, perhaps more likely to be some sort of advanced soul? Even the ones who are suffering very intensely, or appearing to engage in constant adharma and ignorance, if they are able to live with human body while the avaranas separating us from our true natures and God fall away, well that sounds like any person living at those times is in some way tremendously exalted and/or a recipient of Grace to have such an opportunity. Is this so? If it is the case, it might make it easier to see others really as same or at least as literal brothers and sisters, even if in the waking world they appear wretched. The mind's and ego's methods of veiling might lose some grip in the face of recognizing a uniquely exalted status among all fellow humans roaming about now or in the near future.

For clarity i see my last comment was phrased wrongly. I am practicing the Pañchakuta tripura bhairavi vidya, and these dreams and responses to meat really accelerated and intensified with that sadhana. It began with the nitya devi sadhana. Actually I have some curiosity about the mantra of this page because I practiced the version beginning with hrīm, against guru's advice maybe two years ago, and it brought all kinds of shocks and turbulence. This was before I know about karakas or that I had mars and rahu-ketu as the highest degree planets among the houses. So I did the other Shri Atharvana Bhadrakali mantra published earlier here and it brought me lots of freezing water type experiences. Shocking and unpleasant ar first but within weeks or months, my life leapt forward in some positive fashion. My question is, was I improperly burning up prarabdha karma and causing heavy turbulence? In some ways, the mantra tremendously accelerated and improved my life, but it was rough and daunting during the transitional shocks.

Dear KuruSandhyasa, is it possible to do this on behalf of someone who is in poor health and memory decline? My father was very close to his guru Dikshitar who iirc was priest of Madurai Meenakshi temple. My father used to do lots of sadhana and meditation and yoga, but dementia has now limited his ability to do so. I am curious if it would be possible to help him reconnect with his guru, who may then guide or bless him or bring him more peace. Although Dikshitar Guruji had left his body more than ten years ago so perhaps has incarnated again already.

Namaste KuruSandhyasa. I am very grateful for this knowledge, wisdom, and guidance. Many thanks!